~ for the 3rd time, we tried vision once again... it was def. better... it seems though that the crowd has shifted to the other side of where they use to be? well, i was obviously in a drunken state, so i cant even say that i didnt have fun... i vaguely remember who i danced or what all i did, but hopefully it wasnt so bad afterall...

~ i have reason to believe that a certain someone mr. x just absolutely hates me... avoiding me?... im not sure why i care so much... i no longer have feeling for mr. x, but it's driving me nuts that i dont know why! u have a good reason, then fine... just let it be, dont be nice! u have a bad reason... then forget u then... sucks that i tried to care...

~ there's also a certain ms x who's just after ALL MY MEN! i cant believe she's been around for twice as long as i thought i actually knew her... diiiiiiiiirty... hells wrong w/her... cant find men for herself? pickin up people at vulnerable times... ya like those sloppy 2nds dont ya?

Why is it... sleeping around w/ or w/o protection w/100 people is ok, but yet, prostitution is illegal?

"Any woman who has ever been on a date, who knows what it is to exchange affections or sex for dinner, or kindness, and survival, is quite prepared to be a hooker" - "Confessions of a Priestesstute"

Prostitutes exchange sex for money. Men and women have dinners expecting sex. Boyfriends pamper girlfriends with flowers for later booty. Husbands and wives make compromises in hope to get some later... are relationships and marriages legalized forms of prostitution?

Conclusion ----> there's nothing wrong with being a hooker... there're forever exchanges hooking in every relationship...

On a side note, i finally called D***** and after all this time, he's quit smoking, gambling, hustling, bumming, and he's now working, saving, getting his life together... and just happy!  Once again... why wasnt all this the case BEFORE???

~ went to my 1st pro football game ever! falcons vs jets! definitely more excitin than the 1st pro basketball game i went to... actually stayed the whoooole game (well, paid attention the 1st half)... also realized why "beer and football" are often mentioned together... plus, maybe nachos on the side  IF ONLY I DIDNT HAVE TO PEEWEE SO MUCH!  werent the best seats, but had great entertainment behind us... crazy ass jet fan behind us~ cracked us up!!!!!

"Q"~ future: Porn Star wanna-be (current: proud Slut)  

& Mrs. Lisa Walcott

drunken-red me & Mr. ATO

~ been really siiiiick since then though~ yuck! its that time again~ its sad i have health insurance, but i avoid doctors b/c i cant afford the prescription! what is it w/medical institutions? always trying to compete w/a person's well being... i mean, i find myself asking, "do i want to feel well" or "is money more impt"?

~ although (here's exciting news) w/o being sick, i wouldnt have had the opportunity to take that wonderful nyquil that allowed that peaceful sleep that i had~... and w/o that sleep, i wouldnt have had the one best dream that i've had in a while~ it was a happy dream  bout a certain someone... it's funny b/c after all these years, i cant believe i'm back to where i started 4 yrs ago when i first started college! it was four yrs ago that i had this feeling, ya know, the giggly-butterfly-in-the-stomach-head-over-heels feeling... the no-games-all-in-i-have-to-have... the no-object-person-or-wealth-would-be more-important... well,,, i finally realized that that was the last person i felt that way about... and im not really sure what i want to do with this new discovery... not sure of what i can actually do, but... all the while, at least i've finally found my new crush... again?

... as of tonight, i have a "roommie"... boo  no more nakedness @ my house... TGI fall,, (it's too hot @ my house during summertime )... gonna take some other adjustments... maybe i'll actually be able to watch a scary movie @ home, haha... i'm just so use to being alone @ the house, i'm not even use to james staying over for a few hours!

... well, through all the chaotic changes, @ least this "rommie" turned out to be best choice after all... i dont know what i was thinking before... less drama for me, please!

... and yes, i'm sorry for those that have been victims of the earthquake in pakistan last saturday... it's by far one of the worst natural disasters ever... seems like natural disasters are taking more lives day by day... it's as if people killing people wasnt the greatest threat to society... but, does anyone else find awkward that our own president sent help over to pakistan already??? and he waited 3 days before sending help to New Orleans???

Happy Birthday Chunk!